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nah.. there was just this chain letter sent through sms… then i sent it to my friend… she said Reflection would best suit me… so… try this:

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day
It’s as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There’s a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

watcha think?

so far, prelim grades are going great.. better than what i had expected…. i just hope to improve ‘em…. i’m just waiting for two more subjs… uhmnn? c". )?

i passed PHC!!! yaykz! great news!

yayhhh!!! yup! econ1H made my day! hahaha i just got my prelim grade and i wasn’t expecting a pretty good grade from econ.. ehehhehehe since my teach called my attention for having low scores… anywayz, i’m so happy about it.. hope i can still improve…. yayyyy!!!! love it! inspired me alot! hahahha

it actually made my day eventhough i didn’t have much luck with NCM (got a JUST enough score above passing ’cause of my stupidness!!! arghhhh!!!! and my teach marked my notebook INC because i forgot to paste on a photocopy) and PHYSICS (i can tell the LAB would pass but i’m afraid i’m far from fair in the LECT exams…)

….nah… i’m just sick and tired of everything that’s happening… we’re broke big time! and i hate it… ’cause i can’t do anything… when i got home i had a good puch of reality… i wasn’t able to see my dad ’cause he was working on a house in a nearby province… the thing is, he wasn’t able to go home for a while because he didn’t have enough money for the fare! how could it be? he’s an engineer for pit’s sake! my mom was struggling on finding some money for my fare… just for me to go back here in cebu… and for those maids too! all the while, the maid wasn’t going with me… argh!!!! i don’t know if they even realized that my mom was really bothered when i told her about the maid’s fare and as i see it, she wasn’t able to sleep that well last saturday… then after 3 confirmations of them going in the last minute they’ll say they’re not going? how ruthless!

right now, my heart is ravaging with fire, somehow i’m not focused with school.. ’cause i’m thinking of my parent’s struggles… including my brother’s sacrifices… i wonder if we’ll ever get through these…  i hope so though… soon… but how i don’t know…

i just miss the old times… when everything was almost perfect… almost.. like in my elementary years… why can’t things just remain the same? so simple? so good… so… prefectly normal… why now? what happened?

i hope i can do something to make life easier.. for all of us.. for my nanay and tatay… and for rex too….

i hope everything will be fine…. i hope everything would go great……

I believe We shouldn’t let the moment pass us by Life’s too short We shouldn’t wait for the water to run dry Think about it Cause we only have one shot at destiny All I’m asking Could it possibly be you & me? So if you’d still go, I’ll understand Would you give me something just to hold on to? And if you’ll stay, I’ll hold your hand Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you Time has come For us to go, our separate ways God forbid But my mind is going crazy today I feel so cold Feel so numb I’m having nightmares but I’m awake Help me Lord Fight this loneliness Take this pain away So if you’d still go, I’ll understand Would you give me something just to hold on to And if you’ll stay, I’ll hold your hand Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you So if you’d still go, I’ll understand Would you give me something just to hold on to? And if you’ll stay, I’ll hold your hand Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you Now that you’re gone, I’m all alone I’m still hoping that you would come back home Don’t care how long, but I’m willing to wait Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you

.::::. got this from a chain letter sent by my cousin .::::.

courtesy of miss angelica roca… ehehehehe

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad & mom or tito & tita.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always has the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge & makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number
                       (cuz they can’t remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Friend: will ask where you’ve been

        (after going AWOL)

Best Friend: will say MISS YOU &

             goes on being your friend

Friend: would delete this letter
Best friend: will send this back to me and all of their online buddies

….ha! glad i got through the ret dem this morning… although i was literally shaking… as in really…. hate it when it happens… it can’t always be like that, right? what more on injections, right? gags! hahahaha and yeah, im fine now….. it still keeps coming back but… what can i say? past is past, yt? what comes by goes by… so, it already came my way, and now i have to let go of it and forget it….. stupid!!!!! argh!!! hate to even think of it!!!!

what ever happened…. happened… i can’t do anything about it anymore… i’m still having weird thoughts of it… i’m still wondering how it all happened… but as they say, charge it to experience….

one thing: DON’T TRUST STRANGERS!

got it?????